Photo by Markus Spiske freeforcommercialuse.net from Pexels https://www.pexels.com/photo/trees-under-blue-sky-during-daytime-129105/ Hey everyone. I know I haven't been posting anything for months. Last September, I returned back to my university and I get so busy and preoccupied with my studies that I no longer have time to check my blog. Plus, my life has been a total wreck now. I supposedly need to continue my semester with another semester of industrial training. The duration is 6 months which started February 2018 until the end of July 2018. Remember me mentioning about having depression etc? So apparently, I started to feel everything has gone wrong, I don't feel at ease, all I feel is fear of the future because the last semester, I can see how terrible my performance in my studies and that was how my internal fear has grown. To make matter worse, the company that I work with isn't really an IT company so they have no IT department there at all. My fear o...
Hey, guys! It has been a week since I have started my new semester. Thruthfully, before I came back I had a mixed feelings. I wasn't so excited about knowing I have to go through all the hardship of studying, dealing with people and whatnot but now that I'm here I just realised I can't wait to start learning again. Alhamdulillah I still got accepted to college so I don't have to go through all the trouble to find a new accomodation. Although, this accomodation is off campus. I still have to take a bus ride to class and shopping mall. Previous semesters, it was kinda a mess because well, depression. I got distracted and went off the road but luckily for me, my CGPA is maintained but I feel like this semester I should really try to keep my targets and goals and stay focus. I know it's not easy dealing depression alone but I'll try my best not to let my depression gets to me, again ( fingers crossed ). Since I wasn't that busy during the first...