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What just happened to me?

Photo by Markus Spiske freeforcommercialuse.net from Pexels https://www.pexels.com/photo/trees-under-blue-sky-during-daytime-129105/ Hey everyone. I know I haven't been posting anything for months. Last September, I returned back to my university and I get so busy and preoccupied with my studies that I no longer have time to check my blog. Plus, my life has been a total wreck now. I supposedly need to continue my semester with another semester of industrial training. The duration is 6 months which started February 2018 until the end of July 2018. Remember me mentioning about having depression etc? So apparently, I started to feel everything has gone wrong, I don't feel at ease, all I feel is fear of the future because the last semester, I can see how terrible my performance in my studies and that was how my internal fear has grown.  To make matter worse, the company that I work with isn't really an IT company so they have no IT department there at all. My fear o...